Remember how much of a bitch I was when I couldn't smoke, all the rage, all the hate, all the violence? I have a feeling it's resurfacing gradually...

School starts on the 26th, and I'm less than thrilled to be going. But, my family will be infinetly relieved to be rid of me, so what ever. Up at school, I'm hopping to get into better physical shape, and get my grades up. That's it. I don't care about making friends up there, I don't care about being social, I don't care about any thing or any one, but me. I'll be doin the hermit thing, the monk thing, the what ever thing.

I also found out today, that my Mom wont let me goto Naropa because it's a private school. Bummer there, but what ever. At this point, I don't give a rats ass.

I feel like starting my life all over, but certainly not up in glenwood springs.

I wanna go fight a bear. It'd be a decent challenge, I'd relieve some stress, and I don't feel bad about hitting a bear, because that fucker can kill me if he wants to. Fortunetly, I'll have a back up katana.

::sigh:: LEGALIZE POT, AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT....................................for me anyways.

Also, if you could, blow something up for me? It would really satisfy a certain urge of mine. You know, the one for mass destruction? Thanks.